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4am and you're not here.

A Silent night with stars floating in the sky, My hope dies as my heart begins to cry. Everything is so quite, Like a snowy December morning, In my mind there's a riot, But heartaches usually come with no warnings. Dawn is nearing, The birds have come out to sing. Though as the night fades, My strength has started disappearing. My love, My love, look what you did, Killed all my dreams and left me here to bleed. You left so cruelly, You couldn't even look back once, And look at the demon now, you've made me become. I'm covered in cigarette smoke all around me, My lungs start to give up, But my heart won't stop aching. The blade in my hand slowly pierces my skin, As the blood on my wrist, steadily starts dripping. While these drops of blood fall on my bedroom floor, There's a memory in my mind, I just can't seem to ignore. Your head on my chest, As we laid on my bed. My arms on your waist, As we did nothing, But adore the beautiful sile...
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The Saddest kind of Pain

The moon sparkled like a diamond in the night sky as he stared at its beauty from the balcony of his bedroom. He lay as still as a statue on the naked floor at 3 in the night and grieved again as another day he soaked all the ache and another night neared dawn . Broken and numb with all the pain that had infected his body. A cigarette in one hand and a bottle of Imperial Blue in the other, he thought about her and how every moment spent with her felt like a rollercoaster ride of emotions. As he took a drag of cigarette, he thought about how the very first time they met. It was an accident really, he was swimming and he clashed his head against hers. Little did he know that clash of heads was going to turn his life upside down. It was really quick but that moment generated a spark which ignited heavy flames of emotions. He took another drag of cigarette, this time a little longer as his mind started to feel a little dizzy. He reminisced about the first time they had kissed. How they we...
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Shower

I sat under the shower, With lights turned off and hot water on.  Another day the loneliness consumes me, While another night turns into dawn. As the water hits my skin, And the warmth of it makes me emotional. My heart turns sad, While my mind has turned abysmal. I lift my head and look around, I find nothing but dark. That's when I realise the cracked pieces, Of my heart slowly falling apart. As the water gets warmer, Emptiness holds my mind and starts to enwound. While the steam and the heat inside the room, Simply makes me want to drown. Time keeps passing by, As I sit as still as death, When I finally hear myself cry, And I fall short of breath. Yet amongst all the darkness, I find a soothing comfort. For the dark is the only thing, Stopping this pain to spurt. So I embrace the black, And hope it wipes out all the dirt. As I turn off the shower, And cover the pieces, Of my body which you so cruelly hurt.
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Till The Day I Die

No signal or no warning sign, I keep searching for you at night, Even though I know you're gone, I can't help but realise that now I'm all alone. You were my strength in times of despair, You held me close when I was short of breath. But you couldn't wait for a final goodbye, For now I'll keep searching for you everywhere, Till the day I die. What's the point of living, In a world without you? None of these things compare, To the joy I feel when I'm with you. But you had to leave without letting me know, And go to a someplace totally unknown, For you couldn't wait for a final goodbye, And now I'll keep searching for you everywhere, Till the day I die. Every little detail in this house, Reminds me of your Embrace. The bed sheets, the curtains Crave nothing but your existence. As the night gradually ages, It reminds me of the void you left. For I will never see the happiness, Which sparkled like a diamond on your fa...
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A Night That Changed Everything

A shiny, quiet and lonely night,  Something continuously kept irking my mind,  I tried to sleep but the anxiousness arose,  When suddenly the phone rang and the time froze. I'm sorry to call this late at night,  But it'd be a crime not to tell your son,  That Ronny went out for a drive late night,  When he met with an accident and never returned. Like a bolt from the blue, the news shook my world,  Everything stopped moving and appeared to be blur.  I couldn't gather the courage to visit the funeral,  That day since, you've been fucking my life over. No matter how much I miss you,  I'll never see you again,  But I'm happy that you're gone now,  At least now I know you aren't in pain. Four years have passed,  But I still can't find serenity,  So I visit the seafront whenever I feel down,  To feel your vibes alongsid...
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Unwritten Words!: Caught In A Dream

Unwritten Words!: Caught In A Dream : Mumbai - The capital city of Maharashtra. The cultural capital of India. The city of dreams. In this city of nearly 11 million, I was just...
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Caught In A Dream

Mumbai - The capital city of Maharashtra. The cultural capital of India. The city of dreams. In this city of nearly 11 million, I was just another boy chasing my dreams, fighting a war with struggle everyday just like most of the people in this city.  The daily routine of catching the local trains, reaching for practice, getting all sweaty and muddy and returning back home in a train so packed, you have to literally search for the tiniest matter of space to keep your legs on the train. Yet there's something so charming, something so magical in this city of dreams which never let's anyone leave without smiling. I came here to fulfill my dream of becoming a professional footballer, and hoped that by the end of this year, I'll get a contract to play for the senior team. As the national league edged closer, we started working harder than ever. Training sessions got tough, fitness got tougher and the day got tiresome as ever. Life in Mumbai could sometimes prove to be a ve...
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